it hurts me
i never been this bad. i guess that i will be fine, but not. can you understand that i'm not okay? you can because you want. then i cant because i wont. can you just be fine with me? they even cant call my name fluently then never know me as well as my family know you. they dont care about me like my family do, they wont talk with me like my family usually talk with you. so why the hell are you still judging me like I'M THE MOST SELFISH GIRL in this whole world? stop being vicious to my feeling and my heart. it hurts me. really. so damn much.